Decisions!
They are typically what derail my good intentions for a day.
And the decisions typically start early, often before the alarm even sounds.
I tend to awaken before I consider it time to get up, and then I have to decide what to do. This decision is typically easy: If the alarm hasn't gone off, I'm not getting up!
In recent months, I've used this time, sometimes two hours before the alarm, to read Scripture and Bible lessons. Then I can usually go back to sleep.
That's actually one of my easier decisions of a day. They seem to get harder after that.
And the slowness with which I decide inevitably brings me to the end of the day, wondering where the time went.
That's also becoming the pattern for a week or a month. I lose time and miss opportunities while trying to decide -- then the end or the deadline arrives, and the result of my indecision is that I've accomplished little that I thought I desired to do.
For some reason, I thought deciding to write a blog post would be a good choice. I thought it might inspire some creativity and fuel some motivation. I decided to give it a try.
Apparently not.
Will I ever get out of this slump?
I choose to believe I will. I believe that's a good decision.
Hope springs eternal. Great is God's faithfulness.
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