Still searching

Now it's Oct. 27, and I still can't find the spirit for a good blog post. Changes are going on in my life, and I guess taking the time to flesh out thoughts for the blog is not a priority. I miss doing it but can't justify taking the time. I wish blogging came easily, but part of the change is that I'm trying to be more honest and realistic in my approach to life. And the truth is that writing has never been easy for me. It is a passion and a desire, but it is not easy. It comes down to the same thing that is most difficult about life in general for me: deciding or knowing what I want .... to do, to be, to say, to have. I'm still searching for those answers.