Last week I accomplished some things I had doubts about. I was grateful as the week went along and I felt my confidence growing that I would be able to follow through on a couple of goals. An area where I had struggled and struggled to even get started finally seemed reasonable to take some action on that might achieve a noticeable result. As I saw it happening, I prayed that it might become a foundation for continuing success at breaking through some of my inertia.
This week, I still have greater confidence than usual that I can achieve my goals, and I have already had some success. I also have to face the reality that I may have waited too long to start a couple of projects I hoped to complete this week but really don't even know how to do what I want to get done. So I'm having to assess and consider reprioritizing. It's too early to decide whether I need to go a different direction, but it's good for me to be aware of my options.
Words from last week's blog are worth me repeating today:
keep wanting to know exactly what I'm supposed to do and how to do it
effectively and efficiently, yes, even perfectly. In Your love, Lord,
You seem to be telling me that's not Your plan for my life. Yes, You
have a plan for my life, and yes, it involves sacrifice and service as
well as blessings and honor. But it's not necessarily something that's
going to be clear to me. I just have to have faith as I take step after
step, seeking Your face and loving You and Yours always.
"You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.” (Jeremiah 29:13)
that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on
to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers,
I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do:
forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:12-14)