Letting go is hard to do

I was pleasantly surprised to get two more blooms from the amaryllis. 

However, I’ve come to the realization, sadly, that I’m too obsessive-compulsive to grow flowering plants. I spend too much time trying to figure out what to do next. 

Is it hard for anyone else to know what to do with plants when they are finished blooming? 

It just doesn’t seem right to throw them in the trash. 

I think it will be simpler for me to enjoy occasionally buying cut flowers. It’s easier to toss then when they are done.

Meanwhile, my obsession/compulsion also manifests in picture taking & posting. I spend more time than you might think just taking pictures & trying to decide which ones to post!!!